Well here we are again folks another day, would say another dollar but thats not the case for me today. Just finished the kids school work for the day. My oldest one is just blowing me away with his math. Hes picking it up about as fast as i give it to him. My youngest is doing better now that I have found out he needs the one on one teaching. Working with his brother is to much of a distraction. Cleaning on the kitchen thought I would take a break to avoid those dish pan hands all of us guys worry about. I need to vent about to go crazy being off work. Ive never not had a job until now. And I dont know what to do. I'm restless cant sleep, when I do its nightmares running through my head. I feel useless. I've been trying to organize my house but it seems as soon as I get one thing done its right back in the shape I started with. While I write this I'm praying to God to give me grace and wisdom. I took my kids playstation away until they started to do there schoolwork without giving my a hassel about it. They have won the right to play it today. And if you are wondering wh this posting is wondering from one topic to the next, sorry thats just the way my mind is working today. Still trying to get my stupid car to run but I'm at a stalemate with it. My lawnmower broke so I cant mow. Ive trimmed the hedges around the house.. Im going to leave the post now so people dont think im lossing it. To all that read this thing God bless.